Hati ini bukan milik ku lagi.

I just want to say,
I love you.

Me

I am not so straight...

just saying...

Like a pig

Thanx to dance on Monday, my calves is hurting like bloody mother f. Like seriously!!!

On Tuesday I went back to camp for PT. And damn ran 2.4km. Nope. I only jogged. My calves already started to ache. Not bad but pretty bad for me to start limping after that.

On Wednesday morning, I was handicapped. Almost. I mean I couldn't walk properly. Was literally limping to camp. And I opted out from PT. I just sat down and watch people run. And also did a few sit ups for like 10mins or so...

My friend said a skinny man with abs is like useless. Just like a fat girl with big boobs.
I got not much comment on that... haha
For me, I know that I am already very skinny. Having abs is the only thing I can be happy about because anyother part of my body are just simple urgh...

Back to my story. Today I was like a pig. In camp, I had my duty. Duty ended, went to sleep. Woke up eat my lunch, watched a little bit of tv and went back to sleep. Woke up, eat dinner, watch a movie and went to sleep. Woke up for duty, now I'm going back to sleep.

Don't I sound like a pig??? Hahaha
All I do is just eat tv sleep.

Living the life ns life...
I'm loving it!

Gg

I just gave someone a bad new yesterday.
He was utterly dissapointed.
I just have to do it coz I can't take it anymore.

Today someone else called me.
And gave me a bad news.

Now I'm in camp. I can't do much.
Going online doing a little research. Looking out for what it is. It don't seem very serious.
One possible reason as to my complication I have been having for a long time.

I am not 100% worried because it is nothing serious. Nontheless, it will just stick to me through out the whole time I'm in camp now.

Can't wait to book out. Can't wait for Friday.
Ill be taking my IPPT next week Friday and also go through treatment for my complication.

I wish for a Gold for my IPPT. And a fast recovery.

2013 tittle of Freedom

3 people.
I just wish there are more than 3 people.
I just to let everyone know about me and be carefree.
I don't have to worry about hiding anymore.
I don't wana hide anymore.

Testing my Blogger on Android

Hey!
Its been ages.
My laptop died. So no more nice post or photos...
Nontheless, I got my android phone. Yeay!
And got downloaded Blogger on Android.

Don't think anyone will be reading this.
But I just want to be loyal to my blog.

So here is my first post via blogger android app!

princesyafiqj

baby born

born this way.

i am glad i am born this way.

reason being,

i am pretty happy with the way i am.

my life.

put aside my hatred for my body.

i go through life that is pretty easy.

pretty simple.

pretty manageable.

i mean,

i see some people,

they have so much problem and trouble in their life.

like i dono..

i have a friend who pretty much growing up with people hating him.

ever since secondary school,

people dont really like him.

its not hate, hate.

but there is always a point where they would hate him.

and same thing in poly.

eventually we got into the same school.

so i somehow managed to see him around.

pretty much the same thing happen.

another friend of mine.

always hearing stories meeting weird people.

almost anywhere she go,

she will meet weird people.

like talk to her randomly.

do weird stuff and other..

too many to say here.

another friend of mine.

always get into trouble.

in camp.

whenever there is some kind or what so ever,

among us,

and always,

out of many of us.

its always him getting spotted with the problem or trouble.

some other

forever attached.

and

forever breaking up.

forever sad.

some other face many problem like any where they go.

school

work

ns

i dono.

like anywhere they go,

i always hear problem

like the boss very bad.

argument with colleague.

given too much work.

then i reflect back.

how come i dont face all these things?

why is it pretty much the same people facing the same problem.

i can safely say i an on good terms with everyone.

i dont meet weird people.

if i go work, my bosses are all good.

in ns, i got like one of the "lepak" coy and my unit is pretty much manageable.

i dont always get into trouble.

so yah..

just a reflection.

when people talk about their problem

or i look at their problem,

i always wonder why didnt it happen to me

and thank you god.

you blessed me with this life.

thank you very much god.

well,

i kinda have one problem.

actually more than than. 

some are inside my "treasure box".

highly very very very confidential!

secret!

only few knows.

haha

but one problem that i can say out is...

LOVE.

yes.

*roll eyes*

maybe i am just jealous looking at couple.

my friends pretty much attached and pretty happy.

but i tell myself

ah! f it!

u see their photos online and stuff

looks like they are happy,

are they really happy???

have i seen their tough times???

NO!

so what makes u think they are very very 'secured'.

and also

since im single,

i got the freedom

go fly!

fly like a bird in the sky.

dont think about on love and stuff.

no point dwelling on stuff that may not happen

or probably out of my reach.

like a zillion time ive said.

let fate bring to THE place.

as much as i say these things,

deep inside me i do think about it.

especially at night.

on bed.

and especially when listening to Class 95 Love Song.

ahh...

that programme never fail to melt my heart.

always listen to it when doing duty.

when i do duty after 10,

Class 95 will always be on when doing sentry.

if not, its either 987fm or Gold90!

another heart melting channel.

hahah

so yup.

just a little reflection.

and and and

meet my new baby!

she is my SEX!

she is android.

she is qwerty keypad.

she is touchscreen.

she is what ive been looking for.

just that she is not side kick.

but found her sister.

but not in singapore..

Samsung Galazy S Pro

 

my ultimate phone.

if she comes to singapore,

im gona marry her!!

talking about baby.

i got my baby.

Afi Skyler.

Not really my baby.

myy nepherw.

he is the baby in the house.

literally.

hahha

he is just adorable.

damn 'talkative'!!

very noise.

a lot of baby talk!

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Prince Syafiq J

my dearest, how have you been?

in relation to you.

its such a coincident that this song came when i came.

and when we left,

this song showed its true colour.

 

 

the only question is

my dearest, how have you been?

 

 

...

 

 im pretty glad that i went through you.

without you,

i wouldnt have any idea how does it feel to 

be a broken hearted.

how it feels to go through the healing process.

and to see how much stronger ive become.

 

though it was just a moment.

thank you for coming.

thank you for leaving.

 

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Princesyafiqj

 

 

 

realise

Take time to realize,
That your warmth is. Crashing down on in.
Take time to realize,
That I am on your side
Didn't I, Didn't I tell you.

But I can't spell it out for you,
No it's never gonna be that simple
No I cant spell it out for you

If you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

Take time to realize
Oh-oh I'm on your side
Didn't I, didn't I tell you.
Take time to realize
This all can pass you by

But I can't spell it out for you,
No its never gonna be that simple
No I can't spell it out for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other but.

It's not the same
No it's never the same
If you don't feel it to.
If you meet me half way
If you would meet me half way.
It could be the same for you.

If you just realize what I just realized
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And we'll never find another
Just realize what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder
Just realize what I just realized

If you just realize what I just realized

Oh

Missed out on each other now
Missed out on each other now

Realize
Realize
Realize 

do you realise it?

i dont know if we are perfect for each other.

but i realise it.

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Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

it never feel the same.

being with others.

its just uncomfortable.

its just foreign.

because u are the best.

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princesyafiqJ

RHIBs

i may not be able to drive a car

but i may be able to drive a 

rigid-hulled inflatable boat

vrrooommmm!

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PrincesyafiqJ